that’s pretty much all i can say right this moment

trying to stay motivated

trying to stay on track

trying to not obsess

trying to be optimistic

trying to not lose ground

tyring to not lose face

trying to recapture


I had peeled and cut up a cucumber and put some thousand on the side,
and just as I was closing the fridge door a saw something shiny.
It’s as though it was beckoning to me, all wrapped up in bright foil.
I reached for it and remembered hubby had friends over the other night
to watch the fights and it was probably left over pizza.

Let’s see, that was Saturday, five days ago; was it still even good?
Yes it was!
And so was the orange creamsicle and the cookies and cream ice cream.

Oh my.