I am posting that number, not because I’m proud of it, but because I need to see it in print. I need to see that I have, once again, settled for something less than my goal. Less than what I feel good about. I don’t like being here but it’s my current reality. And I’m the only one who can change it. I’m the only one who can make a change in what I’ve settled for.

I keep thinking it’s got to go down! Because I have eaten everything in the house that isn’t healthy. My good food is rotting in the fridge because I’ve developed an aversion to it!

Seriously!?! Do good people develop an aversion to healthy food?

Does this make me a bad person?

Well, new day, new way.

I wish I had a dollar for every time I’ve said/thought that!

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