16
Apr

mend your fences and own your crazy!

I’ve been praying a lot for a softened heart. I’ve gone to the temple at least six times in the last couple weeks and prayed my heart out. Tracy advised me to choose love and peace in a text that I ended up inadvertently deleting. I sure wish I still had it.

That’s easy for her. She is full of love. She IS love. She forgives and goes on. She somehow sees the best in people. And she has many less regrets than I do.

Mend your own fences and own your own crazy!
I read this recently and love the message!

I’m really trying to mend so many things!

I stopped in Morgan at Taggart’s yesterday on the way home from the temple and bought a German Chocolate cake for Leonard. I know he loves them. I know I haven’t done anything kind for him for a long time. And I know it’s time to let go of hatred, resentment, and shattered trust and just move in a different direction. I need to take care of my heart and if forgiveness is part of that, that’s what is going to happen.

Just need to get over this crazy. Note to self:

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